Re-opened wounds

Published by Elaine under Inspirational on July 8, 2007

Pain, heartache, and deception. Sadly, these are all too familiar to my heart. Once again they come un invited as they pull the rug from beneath me. I feel deception as it surrounds me in a midst and stops behind my ear and whispers, “I’m backkk!” So many thoughts and feelings that I have supressed come floating to the top as if to mock me. Comfort, what is comfort? Some people whine and cry to get comfort, others actually fight for it. Those who fight for it, their actions speak louder than words, which eventually brings great respect and dignity. Those who are all talk, their lack of actions will bring resentment and downfall. You see deception, the game has just begun. I know you, you bring the same lowsy tactics to the court, what you don’t know is that the ball is on my turf. And that ball is my Heavenly Father. Sure, I’m angry, sure I’m upset, but it’s a holy anger that will drive me to pursue things that I thought were impossible at one point. Just like before, if it were not for that anger I’d still be on the sidelines waiting for someone to give me a chance. No, not this girl!